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Update: So, my surgery is all done and I've been doing pretty well on recovering. I slept most of the time, so I'm feeling pretty good! I stopped taking my narcotics since all they did was make me sleep and really, I'd had enough of sleeping, ha ha. So, I'm back! I'll probably stream at some point today!
I'll be answering notes and comments today as best as I can! Thank you so much for your patience and well wishes!~
Take care, kids!
Anna
So, as the title says, I'm going to have surgery tomorrow. I'm having some more work done on my jaw - hopefully this will be the last time. Apparently I have a small mouth which is contributing to the issues, so I'd better work on getting mouthier with all of you. It's for my health, after all! While it's not super serious, I'm going to be on narcotics for a few days after, so I won't be too solid for answering notes or comments.
If by chance I do drag myself out of bed and away from what's sure to be another (you're looking at the girl who watched Brotherhood in a total span of five days) FMA pilgrimage on Netflix, I will do my best to be coherent and make sure you know I'm safe and well and answer your questions. If not, I'll see if one of my close friends can post a comment on here to let you all know I'm okay and behaving myself.
I'll be back in full swing as soon as I can.
Take care!
Anna | Lolisoup
Update: So, my surgery is all done and I've been doing pretty well on recovering. I slept most of the time, so I'm feeling pretty good! I stopped taking my narcotics since all they did was make me sleep and really, I'd had enough of sleeping, ha ha. So, I'm back! I'll probably stream at some point today!
I'll be answering notes and comments today as best as I can! Thank you so much for your patience and well wishes!~
Take care, kids!
Anna
So, as the title says, I'm going to have surgery tomorrow. I'm having some more work done on my jaw - hopefully this will be the last time. Apparently I have a small mouth which is contributing to the issues, so I'd better work on getting mouthier with all of you. It's for my health, after all! While it's not super serious, I'm going to be on narcotics for a few days after, so I won't be too solid for answering notes or comments.
If by chance I do drag myself out of bed and away from what's sure to be another (you're looking at the girl who watched Brotherhood in a total span of five days) FMA pilgrimage on Netflix, I will do my best to be coherent and make sure you know I'm safe and well and answer your questions. If not, I'll see if one of my close friends can post a comment on here to let you all know I'm okay and behaving myself.
I'll be back in full swing as soon as I can.
Take care!
Anna | Lolisoup
Recovery?
Life is really all about '?' these days. I'm not sure if I'll be up or down or just exist. But, I think that it's an improvement from just living in absolute terror about who else is going to get sick or die or both. Bailey is back with me, it helps keep me focused on life. She gives me purpose, she's safe and happy, which is good enough for right now. I just wanted to thank you all again for being patient and hearing me out. I'm lucky to have such an understanding community at my fingertips and I honestly don't know where I'd be without that kind of privilege. You've all shown me kindness I'm not sure I deserve, but that I definitely need. I've worked hard on taking care of myself and my family the last few months, weeks, days, hours. I got help for the anxiety and depression that rose up, and thanks to my support system I've adjusted to some new medication that helps me relax and focus. It's still not the perfect situation or solution, but I am breathing better this week. I'm
Life
I hesitated for a long time to even update anyone on what's happening. I feel like it's so much that people couldn't even believe this all happened to one family. Unfortunately, another tragedy has struck my family. In the last five months two people have died, one has been diagnosed with terminal cancer, and just days ago another attempted suicide and is battling a critical brain injury from which they may not recover. As a suicide survivor I'm just overwhelmed with anxiety. I'm so dysfunctional right now I've had Bailey go stay with relatives for a week where she doesn't have to see me like this. Please understand that at this time I am not prepared to answer messages in a timely manner. I am not ignoring you, I am simply very overwhelmed and busy with urgent family needs. I am begging for your understanding and compassion at this time. I am having a very difficult time coping, I'm having severe anxiety attacks over what will happen next and I haven't been sleeping. It's taking everything I've got to maintain the basics. Please, universe, I need a break. Thank you so much for all of your support and understanding.
Three Years
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I will never accept the possibility that I will not see her again. It doesn't feel like something I should accept because I feel her all around. Every time mom make
Goodbyes
My family said a difficult but loving goodbye to my Uncle Sam yesterday morning. He bravely chose to die with dignity after fighting cancer for several months and passed away peacefully without pain.
Although I knew him as a man of few words, his life spoke volumes to the people who love him. To know him was to feel safe, secure, and protected. Right now the world feels uncertain and unsteady, a little smaller. Although I was so lucky to know him for twenty nine years, I can't help the selfish desire to have him return. No amount of time with him would've been enough for me or my family.
But, I know innately that this isn't the end. How c
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Hope you get better soon! Glad you're recovering well!!